ths week, I partied a lot and as often without limit, but I forgot it was th e last week of summer, so, on thursday morning, I came back home wasted as hell, totally full alcohol and drugs, wazsted enough to not be able to stay straiught on my feet without falling back
I was hang to the door when my sson opened it, he was dressed in his suit... I forgot kit was the last day to subscribe him in his new school...
so I was there, on the pavement, as an half naked junkie, slurring and stinking booze and pee
so he made me enter, and filled my nose with lots of cocaine, washed me and helped me to get dressed
that doessn't made me sober, but cklear enough to drive us to his school
but there I needed big lines of c every 10 minutes to not pass out
we hide everywhere to my son made me my lines, behind doors, under stairs, in toilets...
he cleaned my nose each time to nobody notice the powder
to people who tried to talk to us he told I wasn't feeling because pregnancy I've been sick
I think everybody trusted him
me, I was fighting to not let my body shakes
but it was hard, I was high as heaven, my heart was beating as never and my mouth was so dry that I though I was going to swallow my teeth
yes
as soos as I was in the car, my mouth was so dry that i made another mistake
I sat in the car want to just drink few sips to wash my mouth, I wanted to leave the carpark of the school , drive a few before to stop and drink my due
but I was so thirsty I chug an half bottle of vodka
that hadn't helped
I nearly passed out and hit two cars and the barrier when I left carpark
I ran away, I hope nobody saw me
I couldn't stay there waiting people or cops, I was dead drunk and the limit of OD
