it was a long time ago, I had a doctor friend who was very aroused by intoxicated women, we met in a bar and we talked about my DF, he got very interested to play with me, so, during, several weeks we tried to keep me 24/7 as much intoxicated as possible, the goal was to make me able to act natural with the higher intoxication during day and push my limits every night. I was used to wake up with 4g/l (1.75mg/l) drink all day to keep a 6g/l level (2.6mg/l) and at evening start to drink harder, generally until 8.5g/l (3.72mg/l). the final goal was to help me to reach 10g/l (4.37mg/l) and if possible 12g/l (5.25mg/l). I really often reached 9.5g/l (4.16mg/l) and few times 10.5g/l (4.59mg/l).
I'm sure that if we had could continue the game, I will be now as alcoholic as I want it
to be honest, I'm already alcoholic and drug addict, but I many times had to decrease the amount of what I take, because I need to work to have money, or I had to take care of my children. But what I really love is the end of nights,, when I feel my self really drunk, that I have to fight to move, when grabbing glasses is a challenge, when my legs do not support me anymore. If I could be a true alcoholic, I will be in that state everytime and reach higher levels.
I do it at least 3 times per week
I had a terrific bitch inside me and I need to get very drunk to let her take the control, she's able to do very dirty things, things that would desgust me, but it's her wxay of life, she need it, and remembering what she did arouse me a lot.
I'm at the same time ashamed we share the same body and proud of her.
