so, on the beigining of sickness I was really bad, so I just used heroin and chugged bottles to pass out as quick as possible to not feel the pain.
But on wendesday afternoon, when I wopke up, I was a few better so I could drink slower, and have some time with my children
in the early evening, I was smashed by drugs mix and alcohol, when my daughter propsde me a tea party
I asked my son to go upsatairs and bring me back a sexy Alioce outfit I have.
it's something I'used to wear in sex club: a very tiny electric blue dress, with sort whit and blue top, high white socks over the knee and blond wig
my daughter filled the tea pot with rum and I chugged cup after cup until passing out
I woke up the day after inb the end of the morning, sit on the floor my back against the heater
I was too drunk to get up,, so I ordered my son my cocaine plate to recover
before he come back, my daughter was already filling my cup and I chugged it, one more time cup after cup
staggering on my little seat to snort the lines
when baby cried, I was trashed, my breast was already in the air, so my son carry his littlest sister to aplly it on my breast and feed her during other one was serving me
I was pouring rulm everywhere one me while driunking
I was so drunk that I one more time needed help to snort the c, and after my son was guiding my hand to help me to drive the cup to my mouth
I was so trashed that I peed on me several times
each tilmes I was on the point to passing out, my son slap my face with all his strenght to keep me awake
until I definitively pass out
Friday in the end of the night, I woke up, wallowed on the tea party table, my face in my cocaine plate
I made slowly slip my hand to my nose to snort as much as I could
but it diodn't help, I was still dead trashed
so passed out again
few hours later I woke up, strill in same place and position
my daughter ran to me to serve me another cup
after two cups I ordered my something lighter to drink
he brang me back a bottle of lieberfrauwmilch that i chugged
daughter was still serving me
in early afternoon doorbell rang
I had just finsih to snort insane amoubnt of c, so much that could feel my brain explode in my head
so I got up and staggered to the door using walls a piece of furniture to progress
when I opened the door I saw an Amazon deliverer, he looked shock by seeing my
and returned to his van to pick my parcel, during this time my son was back with another bottle of wine that I imlmediatly chugged in front the guy
At no moment I had realized, that I was in front of him, in sexy outfit exposing my pussy and breast, half on the face and nose covered of c, smelling alcohol and pee
I returned to tea table with the help of my son and continue to drink until passing out over drugged
