So... Yesterday, we were drinking together, I was taking drugs, you was talking to me about sex but I didn't really care. After a moment, I decided to make something I NEVER do, send you a picture of me... And just at this you disconnected... As I feel old and never found me pretty, I've been hurt, and all alcohol and drugs I had took feed that terrific feeling. So I drank harder and after a moment, I decided that if I wasn't pretty enough for you I will out to get fuck by all the men I will cross. I was already pretty trashed, so trashed that needed walls to walk and was able to climb the stairs so I call my son to ask him to bring me some clothes. Each time he was down the stairs the only thing I was able to slur was "need more slutty clothes"... I was full as a tank and the desk was too far to ale to join it to take some c. finally my son helped me to get dress and made me take lots of c during I was laying in the stairs. I helped me to get up, walk out of the house, sit in my car, insert key ignition, gave a full bottle and let me go. I drank the all ride long, unable to follow the road and aroused about that. I finally arrived in town, enter as I could in an undergournd sex party club, and immediatly got fucked by several men.
Once all my holes full of sperm and my breast and hairs slimy, two guys carried me to my car nearly naked. Taht made me really horny to let them know how drunk I was going to drive. Once sit in my seat, one of them got out his dick to pee on me, I was so drunk that I wasn't able to catch the dick to guide the pee in my mouth. I was so proud of me that didn't want to leave without let them a great memory, so I grab the bottle and chugged a great part of what it left before to slur them " I needed a refill, I love to be that drunk that I pee on me while driving". I quickly felt the booze hitting my head and I pressed the pedal to left them before passing out. No seatbelt, my door open, I was zigzaguing across the streets, sometimes hitting things, and that pleased me a lot, fighting to not pass out but drinking again as I could, wanting a cigaret, I put the bottle between my legs but during I was looking after a cigarette pack, I hit something and the bottle felt on the floor, I pushed the pedal to go faster while lighting the cigarette by the middle.
I wanting to drink more so turned to a road direction the big town, and at this moment I noticed that the bottle had slipped behind the brake... I was fully wasted, nearly naked, full of sperm, and I was so fast that I will be able to take a turn without gt ejected by my open door. Alcohol was hiiting me as hell, I was fightting to remember most right ways unable to move the bottle, unable to get sober, unable to take cocaine....
I don't know how many time I drove like this but engouh to vanish the fear and start to get horny
